I'm wearing a new dress now,a wonderful green dress. I really love it. My boyfriend hasn't seen it yet,because there was no special occasion to wear it before. Since I arrived home,I've planned to put it on only in a relly happy moment,or in a terrible sad moment. Now I'm wearing it, and I'm not happy. To be sincere,I wear it now 'cause tonight may be the last time my boyfriend can see it,being my boyfriend. Hope it won't be true...But I prefer acting like this.
Even the rest of how I'm dressed has something special: the shoes are his favourite ones,the underwear...one is his present,the other one is the first he saw... the bag is another present,and...I'm putting on MY wooden ring... Everything has a meaning tonight. Hope it may be a good wish,and not a sign of ending...

Actually I know nothing of these things means something or can change something... but I like doing silly things like these,they make me feel a weird emotion...